i think the shittiest thing about mental illness is that you can know cognitively that your reactions or fears or emotions are completely illogical or full on Lunatic Territory and that does not make them go away. like, fuck! if i know it’s bullshit why does that not FIX it *starts choking out my neurons*
it’s like. stuff where cbt is ineffective so you’re essentially doing dollar store cbt at yourself and then it doesn’t fucking work because the problem isn’t like. a cognitive distortion, it’s some bizarre deep-rooted animal thing in your brain that is making you crazy. I can say all day long “logically of course not everyone I see on the street is a potential murderer” and believe it and know it’s true and STILL be stupidly hypervigilant because guess who doesn’t believe me? MY DOGSHIT IDIOT AMYGDALA. THATS WHO.
YEHOCJHODYGOFUHOFJGLJCHOCJLHJVBLKV FUCK YOURE RIGHT
Anybody got a sewing pattern for a simple shell like this, preferably with front darts for bust adjustment? I have some fun quilting cotton that would look real cute in this style.
It should be a rule of Tumblr to always reblog none pizza with left beef
ive missed you
Happy 10th birthday, none pizza left beef!
not the 10th, but it’s the 15th birthday in 10 days because we are all fucking ancient
I think I based it on the date of the post. 😭
that would track. none pizza is old. impossibly old. old as balls
tumblr had only existed for 7 months at the time. this meme is so old it predates me joining tumblr by a year. there are whole-ass teenagers younger than none pizza
