ladyyatexel:

I saw Howl’s Moving Castle once and I didn’t like it!

And actually? I don’t really like most Ghibli movies I’ve seen!

I recently read a bunch of fanfic for something that I really like before getting to do work on my own and I hate that I did it and really regret it because now I don’t know which ideas are my own and I wish I had never done it. I was just so excited for Something or More about these people and it is the first time I spent actual time and effort reading fanfiction in like 15 years.

I never leave comments and very rarely leave kudos because I have a terrible fear and shame of people seeing what I have consumed, regardless of what the content is. Thanks, dad you’re a dick

I covered up all the mirrors in my house yesterday because I hate looking at myself now! This is just a generic confession and not one about stuff that I like! Every Single Day is filled with terror and shame! 🙃

I have seen some AI generated art on here that makes me terrified that I I’m going to become obsolete because I have looked at a non zero amount of it and thought I would have been proud to have made that.

I think people complaining about the contents of Saban Moon rather than marveling that we got to see it and thinking about how different everything would be if that was what we had instead are just as annoying as the guys who were laughing and groaning over the original footage! You have missed the point!

I feel like everyone else is doing gender identity perfectly and is incredibly valid and absolutely correct in everything they choose but I feel like I’m doing everything wrong!

I think the blond guy in the pirate show is not attractive at all and I don’t understand why I’m not seeing more people into the Maori guy.

I guess today is just screaming confessional opinion day on my Tumblr

I have caught myself not saying so much because the responses of other people taking every single word as much in Bad Faith as possible is exhausting. I find myself immediately able to forecast exactly what problems everyone will have with everything I say and so then I just don’t.

But I miss having people to talk to in spaces like this!

Sometimes I want to buy a Barbie mermaid doll just to sit it in my shower! Then I can tell everybody that I have a doll displayed in every room in my house and I have like a little companion like I did when I was a kid and it would just make me smile while my spine tries to fold me in half and makes me cry in frustration. I think it would be great if it was a color changing one.

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I'm Lady Yate-xel (yay-tuh-zel) - Lady and L.Y.X., and I'm ghoulish. I swear all the fucking time.

I like blood, dolls, glitter, creepy shit, and rainbows. At the same time.

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