I’ve gotten better at not thinking my ideas are immediately bad or incorrect in the last year or so especially. My dad laid the foundation for that, because of course he did, but my ex really liked to rip into everything I loved. Now I’m getting comments on things like, “I’ve never seen anyone think about it like this! How has everyone else missed this angle! This is totally new, wow!”

And I’m mad at how much I much have pressed down over the years. Braver about just posting stuff I like, too. That started like 10 years ago with DS9, really took a huge leap with reSWAN and is staying strong with the various yugioh afflictions.

It’s nice to reflect on this kind of progress occasionally.

This started as a sad post about the YuGiOh creator and my history with things, but the moment of reflection ended up Better.

Oh you thought maybe I DIDN’T have enough to fill two posts? By the agony in my left leg, I have that and still yet some.

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Themes here include sleep, sad, and hands. A SOLtiS Ai even made it to this party!

I continue to have Many Thoughts about them. I am Contemplating.

I will produce some kinda something that isn’t disjointed visual thinking out loud soon. I’ve been doing these between proper commitments.

Been in bed for two hours just flailing like a worm on a hook just looking for any position that doesn’t Hurt Like Fuck

I want to talk to distract myself hahaha

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I'm Lady Yate-xel (yay-tuh-zel) - Lady and L.Y.X., and I'm ghoulish. I swear all the fucking time.

I like blood, dolls, glitter, creepy shit, and rainbows. At the same time.

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