Thiiiiiiiiiis has been me every day for at least a week.
I mean, not specifically with the song, but up at 6 crying about Londo Mollari? Yes. I am crying over londo mollari dot tumblr dot com
I have lost so much sleep over this, haha. I just have a lot of feelings! D:
I have told Tinsnip that I will now require fandom to help. I will apply fandom like a soothing balm to the emotional burn. This is how I always operate, I think, haha. I’m all about making post-canons and AU’s in my fandom life, evidently and yeah. Soothing balm.
Honestly cannot wait for more livestream party and having the ability to scream about this again, because I feel like it’s just slowly building up during the week when I can only mention it in passing to my friend (“Yeah, haha, I watched a big panel. Everything was awful! That’s unfortunate.” Meanwhile I’m sobbing inside and having profound emotional reactions to music cues). Having no outlet for this quite yet is legit affecting my life, like, fuck, why am I so fucking sensitive.
(I have also sat and had profound existential introspection over this while at work, so that’s a thing. I just keep sending myself in emotional circles. Good fucking times.)