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indigobluerose asked: I am seriously sitting here at 6 AM listening to "No One Mourns the Wicked" and crying about Londo Mollari.

Thiiiiiiiiiis has been me every day for at least a week. 

I mean, not specifically with the song, but up at 6 crying about Londo Mollari?  Yes.   I am crying over londo mollari dot tumblr dot com

I have lost so much sleep over this, haha.    I just have a lot of feelings! D:

I have told Tinsnip that I will now require fandom to help.  I will apply fandom like a soothing balm to the emotional burn. This is how I always operate, I think, haha.   I’m all about making post-canons and AU’s in my fandom life, evidently and yeah.  Soothing balm. 

Honestly cannot wait for more livestream party and having the ability to scream about this again, because I feel like it’s just slowly building up during the week when I can only mention it in passing to my friend (“Yeah, haha, I watched a big panel.  Everything was awful! That’s unfortunate.”  Meanwhile I’m sobbing inside and having profound emotional reactions to music cues).  Having no outlet for this quite yet is legit affecting my life, like, fuck, why am I so fucking sensitive.  

(I have also sat and had profound existential introspection over this while at work, so that’s a thing.  I just keep sending myself in emotional circles.  Good fucking times.)

I have something in my eye and it is fucking freezing outside of my blanket burrito. I can’t possibly go to work!

essyltinexile:
“It’s all fun and games and doomed assassination plots until someone takes things too far…
” essyltinexile:
“It’s all fun and games and doomed assassination plots until someone takes things too far…
” essyltinexile:
“It’s all fun and games and doomed assassination plots until someone takes things too far…
” essyltinexile:
“It’s all fun and games and doomed assassination plots until someone takes things too far…
” essyltinexile:
“It’s all fun and games and doomed assassination plots until someone takes things too far…
” essyltinexile:
“It’s all fun and games and doomed assassination plots until someone takes things too far…
” essyltinexile:
“It’s all fun and games and doomed assassination plots until someone takes things too far…
” essyltinexile:
“It’s all fun and games and doomed assassination plots until someone takes things too far…
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essyltinexile:

It’s all fun and games and doomed assassination plots until someone takes things too far…

SO okay, the continuing adventures of Lady doing a thing with the webcam:

My friend has an old telescoping lamp that doesn’t lamp anymore, but still telescopes?  She brought it home tonight so I’m going to secure the camera to that and I think I’ll have a real set up soon!  I have to test it out later.

I actually had shit to do at work today, so I didn’t get a lot of art crap done and mostly just was scrolling through shit on my phone over lunch, thus I wouldn’t have anything to paint for people tonight anyway, but I’m hoping later this week.  I’m finding the things I’m making without obsessive referencing are looking better and better because of all the time spent fussing over images, so I’m doing good~

It’ll be easier to do this whole streaming thing this weekend, honestly, when my friend isn’t here so she doesn’t have to hear me wailing about incomprehensible sadtimes regarding aliens and then abruptly shifting to feminist fury time, which seems to be my default mode of operation.  I don’t think she quite understands fandom behavior the way I do, so I feel a bit like I have to keep it very tightly wrapped up.

I’ll let you know though!  and then anyone who wants to come to the crying about londo mollari party part two can come along~  (because lets be real, that’s what it will be)    

wow i thought watching a panel reunion thing with the B5 cast would be fun, but oh god so many of them are dead and Mira is just so full of feelings i can’t with this

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