I slept uniquely abysmally last night and I just feel unsettled and sick and do not want to go work. :CCCCC  

I never feel like anything that is wrong is enough reason for me to call off, but wow, do I ever not want to deal with sitting next to T and hearing her burp/puke all day today.   I am just lacking the steely resolve necessary for this.

I need to look at how much leave I have, get the days off for Gallifrey now so I don’t accidentally use them, and then the next time I wake up EVERY FUCKING HOUR, I’m just going to throw in the towel in the morning and not go.

….i’m still thinking about not going and I have to leave in two minutes.