I’m staying with my brother for this weekend so I can give my friend a break from having to tolerate me. She’s also got another guest and that’s just a lot of people for one person to try to cope with and it’s too many people for me to try to be acceptable and normal with on my days off, so it’s a break for both of us.
But, shit, why can’t everyone understand me the way my brother and @tinsnip do? I feel so much more human when every word I say isn’t met with the strange kind of tolerance you’d afford a child. I just feel like I am doing everything wrong and getting all in the way and like everything I say just doesn’t work or is being translated poorly by most people? Like I’m being pushed through Google translate. My brother gets my shit perfectly. He’s a native Lady speaker, he gets the nuances that Google translate misses. We are four years apart, but we have twin sync.
And I got to sing in the car with him in the grocery store parking lot. I love singing with people. We bought ice cream~ I love not feeling guilty about my food purchases too~~
Also had a weird SWAN-realization singing with him, so that was cool.
BUT YEAH, I’m hanging here for a bit. He has rad internet, and he’s going to be gone most of tomorrow, so I might livestream randomly in the afternoon? If that’s a thing people want to be around for.

