I don’t feel nearly so bad today, but wow I really just want to stay here instead of going anyway.   I’m covering for the receptionist this week and it’s exhausting and reminding me of when I worked at that catalog company and was constantly thinking of arson and suicide.   I definitely do not like sudden phone interruptions and dealing with a stream of people.   This is s good to know though, like now I know not to apply for a reception job anywhere, ever.