I AM JUST SO ANGRY THAT I HAVE TO LEAVE HERE AND GO BACK TO LIVING ON A FLOOR IN THE CORNER OF A BASEMENT

I feel like I’m just going to aggressively apply for and take the next apartment I tour, no matter how shitty the neighborhood, I just want to BE BY MYSELF and have MY OWN THINGS so fucking badly.  

Trying to force myself to leave here knowing what I have to go back to is intensely difficult.