Oh no :( Are you okay? Can I help?

I wish someone could.  

Thanks for the offer, though!  I’m sure it’s just my brain acting up again because of all my accumulated shit - the continuing adventures of apartment fail, the situation I’m stuck in because that isn’t working, frustration with how rapidly my work situation is falling apart since my supervisor moved to a different office, frustration that I’m in that job at all and not doing what I actually want, irritation at growing work place drama, frustration that I’m too tired and tightly wound on a daily basis to make any nice art except like one thing a weekend, frustration that I’ve only made fanwork for the last little while, anger at myself for not taking the steps I probably need to to fix some things, upset that I don’t know how to do everything and not really knowing how to learn to do everything, wanting to be left alone but also being crushingly lonely, all the things I need to replace because all my shit is falling apart at the same time, the things I would really like to have and might make me a little happier but I can’t get because I live out of a suitcase/my car and sleep on someone’s floor, existential angst, et-fucking-cetera.