Literally exhausted from spending all day angry at myself so that’s really great

Don’t know what I’m going to do

There are images in my head that I can’t get out

I’m overwhelmed by my work and by my ideas and by existing and I feel like I can’t do any of the art until I do all the chores like I can’t possibly do something fun like art that contributes to the mess until I clean up the mess

There are so many things I can’t fix because I just don’t have the time or the energy

All night is nightmares all day is racing thoughts

I made some scribbles today trying to solidify the picture in my head and it all looks terrible

If I can’t make artwork I don’t even feel useful to myself