I had a nightmare about a car crash and then I dreamed that I woke up from the nightmare and went to sort a bunch of doll and toy things to calm down. And then my stepdad showed up because he heard I was awake and sat down with me and was like “I’m not going to go to work today, I’m just going to stay home and play video games.” And I told him in the dream that I might stay home and after I recover try to go get the things that are wrong with my car fixed. In the dream he told me that was a great idea.

Then my alarm went off.

I was up late trying to talk about all the fucking issues I have, so I know it’s my fault that I’m so tired, but I feel like I’m this tired no matter how long I sleep or don’t sleep.