they have to keep my car for a while so time for an adventure of just walking the fuck around I guess
I just walked home. Hopefully they can fix the rattling and my leaky tires
We are replacing my front two tires because I’m just going to end up replacing them in three or four months anyway when I get my inspection because the tread is so low and the fucking rattling noise is literally going to cost like $20 to fix because something just came loose and needs to be clamped down
It’s going to be like a 150 to 175 dollar operation, but luckily I just painted a child’s baseball helmet, haha
I also did my dishes and after I get my car back I’ll probably sneak over to the grocery store and buy one or two things that I am missing
I’m trying so hard to fix all of my direct causes of anxiety today, because I woke up and realized that I could not endure another fucking day with the stress and frustration that my job piles up on top of me with my car also contributing 10 times more than it usually does
These are like tough self-care days where I do things like dishes and laundry and then I’m better on the weekend instead of feeling consumed by the feeling that I need to do everything
Dishes are like 95% done. Laundry is done including all of my bedding so maybe whatever is fucking biting me every night will knock it off. Car is also done, I just get to wait for my brother to come get me so I can pick it up.
And then hopefully maybe everything will feel less like garbage
I needed to do this. When I get back from picking up the car I’ll have to express to you what happened to me earlier today when I even just imagined myself sitting at one more red light with that rattling car.
(via ladyyatexel)
