I resent that the solution is fix my brain and not fix the way a work week works

Like I’m the problem and not the way that Society is set up

I should have left by now but I’m still just trying to calm down

Maybe I should not be in a car today maybe it’s just used today to make phone calls to try to fix this

Call the therapy office and ask why it’s been 3 weeks without even an update call my grandmother and just confront whether or not she believes me since she’s been silent for like a week and a half

All the things I’ve tried to do to help myself have not worked I feel like I’ve just been thrown in the deep end and left to dog paddle there for days or weeks or like it’s not even a deep end it’s just straight up the ocean like there aren’t even any fucking walls i could swim to and climb out and I’ve called for like four helicopters and none of them are coming