Incidentally I called the therapy place and got a voicemail and no response so I don’t know

And my brain has been torturing me the rest of the day so yeah

Talk to my brother about my grandmother a little bit but he doesn’t really know what to do either. He’s like well in her defense she just lost what ability to walk that she had and her home and now she’s got to find out that her son is more of a dick than she thought he was so it might have been a lot for her. But I’m just kind of like, okay well him being worse than everyone thought has been my reality for like 20 years so maybe you just fucking deal with it and say something to me

Alternately, maybe I can get all of my relatives to hate me and then I won’t feel bad just moving all the fucking hell away