Just as a Hey, I appreciate all the messages I’ve been getting while my brain conspires to murder the rest of me.  

I don’t post them because it seems a little weird to do so, and I like having them in a little place where I can look at them.  

But thanks for them, I appreciate it.  I worry terribly that you guys will grow tired of me, but it’s nice to see that many of you are sticking around no matter what fucking garbage my head pumps into the rest of me.  

In more positive news, I had a solid idea for a painting yesterday at work that I actually sat and made studies and plans for.  It still has a lot of details to work out because I want it to be good, and I don’t know if I’ll be able to pull it off the way I envision it, and I’m still trying to decide on the medium, but it gives me some shred of hope that I might be able to do the thing that I feel defines me as a person.