I bought a book to help me with my gender anxiety adventure and it has an introductory essay, a forward, an introduction, and a preface
Like holy fuck maybe consider starting a book
that said, like, I know what it is, i know what pronouns resonate with me, i know many other secrets, but I’m just a big disaster about them
It’s very similar to my experience earlier this year when I discovered I still had a few human emotions left that I thought I had brutally murdered several years prior
So this is maybe coping with zombie gender in the same way that I was doing zombie feelings
