I had a dream that I was forced to date a friend I had in eighth grade because everyone I knew had left me and thought I was worthless

If i didn’t successfully date this girl i hadn’t seen in 15 years and who is definitely straight and married, then i was just going to be erased

So hi, that’s my subconscious beating me over the head with my already conscious fears of insecurity and coming up short, yay 🙃