had a nap like like wow, i feel so terrible, and was rewarded with a nightmare about pretty much Everything that is always my worst

Driving car increasingly out of control, realize I’m in Portland and am excited for a minute or two, then my current car and the one that got totaled are somehow both there, both parked and being looked at by police, i try to drive at least one home but i only know the bus routes

And home is a strange place with nothing but a mattress on the floor and some random junk and I’m contractually obligated to stay with my ex who just ignores me and gets on a bicycle to leave me alone when I cry from frustration and confusion about where I am and why it’s happening because I’m flashing between there and my mom’s and all these other places

And a grocery store which is also am airport and I’m trying to make my ex happy with what I’m choosing anf she hates it all while this thing she’s making me carry drags a long string on the ground and keeps getting caught, she won’t help, she just keeps telling me I’m wrong

There’s a buffet and I am so hungry I try to sneak a meal before my ex sees and gets mad about it

And it’s all happening at once and I’m the only one it is happening to, and everyone else is angry that I’m not with it