Hey so my job really fucking infuriated me in the last 20 minutes of me being there and I am full of so much physical rage that I really really need something to absolutely completely and utterly destroy with a hammer and I cannot do that

I need a physical outlet and there is none

I’m going to try to get enough paint & Paper together that I can swing and splatter large enough but I really really just want to do damage and I’m so angry that I have nowhere that I’m allowed to turn this except for Inward and fuming and typing chains of words on the internet

Like where can I find a punching bag for free that I can just use until I pass out I’m so sick of this stupid job and being told that I’m doing something wrong suddenly out of nowhere based on some rule that somebody just made up 30 seconds ago after I spend all day dealing with idiots and trying to process sensory overload

I hate this I want to quit I want to burn the building down