My uncle texted to say that my dad will be visiting my grandmother and my uncle the same day that my brother and I had planned our visits to the same. He’s advising that we reschedule and I appreciate that he knows things are Not Good, but I wish my dad was the one who was forced to reschedule. He made his plans later and he was the abuser.

But I’m the one who can be shuffled around. I feel so expendable like this. Hey, this person hurt me, but you don’t care because you want to hang out with them too and you won’t stand up for me against someone you like so it’s easier just to tuck me aside and ask me to do something else

I used to think my uncle’s family were with me about dad but

I think I really am completely alone with this.