I really do not feel like doing this work thing today, fuck. Yesterday was too much
I just sat there struggling to read under the fluorescent lights staring at the backlit screen with the high contrast I had trouble reading some phone numbers off of white piece of paper front desk either triggers my anxiety and paralyzes me or is so repetitive and dull that I feel like my brain turns to Mosquito water
I’m not sure I could handle repeated reminders of the dichotomy of how bad the thing in my eye could be
