Discovered this week that I am absolutely ravenous for information.  

My brother maxing out our data plan has left me unable to casually google everything that occurs to me at work and it leaves me tapping every surface with hands and feet, generating ideas and thoughts and concerns and things I want to DO RIGHT NOW so much that I can’t do anything until I make a list and the the anxious bouncy tappy something subsides somewhat

I didn’t realize how frantically I consume info once I decide I’m interested in something until I had that taken away for a little bit.  

I’m there like, ‘what can I use to fix X problem, how much is it, where can I get it’?  ‘What is the process behind this restoration? as in how do I do it and how does the science happen?  Examples?’  ‘How did this thing look originally, how much was it sold for, how much is it sold for now?’  ‘Advertising trends for children’s products by decade’  ‘how am I dealing with this event this year?  is it being broadcast?  do I need to take days off?  do I need to drive?’   Family trees, historical connections between people and events, things going up on eBay that I’m searching for, sizes and prices and locations for shelves I don’t even have approximate needed measurements for, variations on things in other countries, is this place open, how long will it take to go there, did I make up that thing I remember from when I was 7?

So I am just RACING all day

put on audiobooks to keep myself focused on a single linear narrative so I can plug the leak in the dam that keeps the questions from fucking me up for being below sea level