I’m having a bad time.
I can’t seem to get enough sleep i keep falling sleep at work, getting dressed is an ordeal because I’m so mad i have these enormous breasts that have to be dealt with in some way and it is just making me hate all my clothes and take forever to pick something out. I pick something out at night and then I’m too tired or not feeling the same way about presenting or too furious about my chest in the morning to wear whatever it was.
I’m having a hard time focusing on one task and I’m usually like five related tasks away before I go back to the original
Scared I’m wasting valuable time of my life at work
That job makes me feel dead inside and I resent most of what I have to see while I’m there
Worried about my brain results
So hungry for information on the things I DO focus on I feel like an addict
Cannot stop stress eating
Face and head ache after squinting and winking at work all day
I’m tired of everything being like this, I just feel like the energy required to fix any of it is completely out of my reach



