This amount of anxiety and frustration and anger, consistently, for this many days, has left me a really unhealthy hot mess

I am trying, but I cannot do all the things, I’m just getting to the non functioning stage. Work is like a minefield, so I’m just on edge and jittery and feeling defeated and attacked all day.

I don’t know there was going to be more to this but it feels just like Mindless complaining I just can’t get anything done because I’m so exhausted after spending all day keyed up at work. I don’t have the energy to do anything except come home and try to get the anxiety to calm down and rest my stupid eye.

I feel like I did when I first got on the anti depression meds and all I was capable of was crying and sleeping