Since being stabbed, yeah, thanks for asking!

I mean, the spot is still there in my vision, and you can see the blood vessel cluster of red in the side of my eye where they stabbed me, but I no longer feel like there is hot sand stuck in my eyelid.  

There’s a blood vessel leaking into my retina according to this latest round of doctors. (this is the latest in a line of shit including, ‘floaters’, ‘optic neuritis’ ‘maybe multiple sclerosis’ and ‘idiopathic intracranial hypertension.’) I’m too young for the issue to be the lifelong kind, apparently, (thank fUuuuck??? holy SHIT???) and they’re pretty confident they’ll be able to totally fix it, but I will have to go get stabbed in the eye on the regular for several months to get things reduced in there.  The drug that was jammed into my fucking sclera will be inhibiting the bonkers behavior of my renegade blood vessel and since it has been building since March, it’ll take a few more months to go back the other way and stay there.

But I’m so glad to have someone who said, ‘Oh, yeah, we got this.  We’ll make you better.  We can give you this treatment!’ instead of, ‘Huh.  Are you colorblind?  No?  Well, it should get better, so, uh, just keep coming back and we will look at it every so often.’