I stayed home today because this was intense lucid nightmares five nights in a row and I’m kind of maxed out on the ability to do things

You wake up thinking you’ve just spent days running for your life trapped back in an abusive parents situation and then you wake up and everything is pounding and you have to go to a job you hate which features a hostile unstable coworker who attacks people at random and 20 people with guns and a picture of the racism in the criminal justice system being laid out in front of you explicitly everyday and even if some of it happens on the weekend this combo is only sustainable for so long