So I set up an elaborate collection of candles and Bones covered in gold paint and Sun themed objects including a sculpture sekhmet that I made in art school on my windowsill and played some music that felt thematically appropriate and just kind of chilled in the mostly dark with my candles going and felt good about things how it’s going to be easier to wake up little by little from now on

And then when I was finished the main light in my house just decided it was not coming back on

Thank you Kamikaze stink bug lamp for your ominous contribution to my attempt at having a winter holiday that doesn’t feel awful to me 👍