discovered there’s a ~secret~ fuck old cemetery near where Ye Olde Family began and it just hits me right in the center

It’s exciting, it’s mortality-reminding, it’s tossing things I thought I knew around

somewhere out there I might finally get to find Mary Melissa’s mother!

I keep thinking how nice it is that I can be fucking excited about cemeteries now.  I always wanted to go to them and learn things and burn all the names and dates into my mind when I was a kid but I learned so early not to tell anyone what I wanted to do or what I thought was cool because that was going to result in being screamed at or it being used against me later.  I was carted by these places for the entire first half of my life on a weekly basis At Least.