Why do I always get really sick when it is going to look the most like I’m just making excuses or running away from stress? Even my appendix tried to explode when we were so short-staffed that we were literally sharing one staff member between two offices like a ping pong ball
I have six arrest reports to do, I have to open a case this morning, I’m supposed to cover a unit meeting at 9:30, and we’re being so slammed with work that the director authorized overtime, which he last allowed literal years ago
But I feel like my skull is full of snot and a fireball at every fissure
I’m not going. I have to remember got the technical ability to endure something does not equal the obligation to
And I don’t even know if I could. My heart was pounding and I was breathing heavily from the effort required to feed my cat. This blows chunks
