Yeah, I had a fever overnight and my symptoms are all worse soooo I’m home again

Also nightmares, holy fuck

I was trying desperately to calm myself down about today, but my brain was not having it

“ Wouldn’t you rather have a dream where you’re overheating and sick, but you’re still driving to work except it’s not work, lol, it’s high school, and your gas gauge has turned into a wobbly line on empty and someone runs over your lunch and you’re lost and now your car is melting all around you and you can’t keep it in one piece and you almost get run over Because the car is half moving half melting. And the class you have to go to is your dad’s 7th grade reading class, and you show up there naked and trying to get dressed with all of your clothes in your hand and your run over nacho lunch and your melted pile of cheese car? And you try to go into a gym locker room to get dressed but it is wet and filthy and you’re afraid to put anything down and everything feels horrible on your feet and then all your clothes are melting off of your body anyway, and you come back and the entire class is making fun of you for being in your 30s but taking a 7th grade reading course? Wouldn’t you also like to try to go to lunch and see your best friend walking out and get completely lost and turned around as to where your seat is only to find people throwing stuff at you? Wouldn’t you rather do that?”

I’m sure there was a lot of metaphor in there, and a lot of fever, thanks brain.