Nightmares nightmares nightmares

Nightmares about my dad about school about job nightmares about everything

I was trapped I was screaming to escape my dad

At one point he was singing Hellfire from the hunchback to emphasize how much I was never going to get away

We did look a fucked up duet while I was just sobbing.

I woke up every single hour.

I’m so tired I went to bed emotionally exhausted and my body aching because of it and now it’s just MORE