life like this is triggering life with abusive dad feelings~~  yeee haww

i’m freaking out about where all my things are, going into panic protection mode about them so he doesn’t have the opportunity to come up and get rid of things, having nightmares that I’m somewhere else with him and can’t get away again because no one would believe me

my face is breaking out like i’m in highschool, all I want are comforting toys from when I was a kid and thought everything was great

I texted my mom crying about Kitty Kitty Kitten, so I just talked to her and that helped but fucking damn