endedup taking a huge  ass nap because i felt bad from dreaming and who knows what else and the heaviest blanket i own puts me to sleep so if i thought i had no concept of time BEFORE?  hoo boy

Feel better giving panic brain what it wanted, though.  Keep thinking a lot about how I can’t do that while I work an office job.  It lingers in the back of everything.   Gonna eat something and start Doll.