a) I would like to stop seeing my ex on my daaaaash 

b) my brother who just recovered from the loss of his cat adopted two kittens only to discover days later that they had a horrible disease and they had to be put down so now he is drunk texting me and we are crying about all the cats we have known in our lives.  i do not drink, but the feeling is there.  the vet near me is finally open for casual pet doctor-ing, so Onyx is going this weekend

c) i’ve been donating money to bail people out of the same jail my job makes me do the paperwork to put people INTO  (i am thinking of just abruptly quitting because i feel like nothing can get worse and, I hated it and knew it would be bad for me even before I started it, but now i feel even more that I can never go back there)

d) making more on unemployment than at said job

e) i miss my mom a whole fucking lot

f) i love my brother so much, i am so proud that people think we’re twins all the time, like it’s so much i almost wanna fight someone