like a this point i don’t know what to do with my deep yearning for both soft/healing/comfortable and cursed/void/dead/absolutely soaked in violence

i mean you’ve seen the art that has been coming of it, and it has apparently warranted a trip down Babylon 5 Boulevard, so I guess just more of that, but nothing seems to fill it

just kinda like pouring water in a cup with a very obvious hole in it?  you can fill it for like the first second but it is going to need refilling constantly and with more than it could otherwise hold in order to maintain a semblance of ‘full’