ugh i am not  feeling today’s prompt.  It’s ‘Beasts’ - hybrids of sizable mammals’.  I drew a thing but it’s not exciting or interesting or anything.  The challenge is monster folk, so I want a human element to all of them, but this sparked nothing.  It’s just pencil right now, maybe ink will make it feel better, maybe someone will like her better than I do.

is this doing any good, actually?  i’m not sure producing a small thing everyday is benefitting me yet, i’m not sure anyone else is enjoying them either

The next few days look fun, though? I want to keep going because I want to see how it feels, I suppose, to have this kind of daily schedule of making an art thing, and I want to see if some of the future prompts spark something good or exciting for me.  

But I think in the end I would have preferred more to have adjectives or broad nouns or something in combination with these.  

Maybe I’m just not terribly creative right now.  Or ever.  I don’t know.   

Also just like, Everything is a Lot lately.  I can’t think straight and I’m gaining a lot of weight because the only thing that feels like a structure or a comfort or DOING anything is eating.   And then weight gain turns into self loathing and it’s a cycle of course.  

Anyway, that went off the rails a bit.   I live at a fucked up five way intersection, but if I tresspass a little and go a back way, I can find some sidewalk.  Maybe I’ll walk to the plaza I usually drive to and look at all the Halloween garbage in the four damn pharmacies we have there.