I definitely have this feeling like I should have drawn something today, I got so used to “And this is the thing I must do now” for a month.  I didn’t, because I wanted to give myself a break from feeling obligated to do it (and because I needed to do shit like rearrange every surface in my bedroom and eat vegetables and finally have mouth wash I guess), but I still feel like it is a box I have left unchecked.  Turns out structure is good for me, but not Too Much.  

I learned this over ten years ago doing my thesis, and three (????) years ago when I updated a fucking novel once a month for a whole year, and yet somehow I still need to re-learn it all the time, evidently.