I love that I have physical therapy available for my back and that I get to go back and do it every week like on a therapeutic level, but for whatever brain Gremlin I have that is bothered by having a constant recurring appointment it is a nightmare because I just spend every moment thinking “ the appointment is coming, we have to be ready” even if it’s days away. and then I don’t do anything because I somehow feel like I don’t have the time to even though it is, again, days away