I’m so sick of filling out paperwork with a Pain Scale!!

I want to be honest and say yes the level of pain that is happening is currently not that bad but the fact that it just never fucking goes away and I am well over having it for 6 months, THAT’S really annoying, that’s really life impacting

It’s not like I have a really sharp horrible pain occasionally it’s that I have worst pain occasionally and doing certain tasks but I have some pain constantly all the time and I just want to be able to move my fucking torso

I have an appointment with a pain doctor at 8:20 in the goddamn morning tomorrow I do not know why that was the only time slot available for me but I’m so fed up with all of this and I sometimes suspect that that is the plan that everybody just wants me to get sick of it and live with it because it would be easier for them to deal with

They’re just going to diagnose me with being fat and female and decide that that means it doesn’t matter.

This is why you’re looking at doodles from me having binged an overt the top manga series because it was easier to ignore that my house was 95 degrees and that I was in constant pain while I was reading comic books

I’ve made this entire post using the voice to text feature and I haven’t gone back to read any of it so whatever

So there’s that stressful brain vomit, how about those traumatized friends playing card games 👍