Onyx just stalks around the apartment now making sounds like the kind they would dub over an angry panther or something

I feel like such a fucking idiot for trying to take that harness vest off the other day, I just made everything worse

I feel too upset to cry almost, but I’m fucking heartbroken

I’m going to call the vet tomorrow and see if there’s something I can do. I know this is all being made more unpleasant for them because they are stuck in that harness, but I don’t have any way to take it off without traumatizing them further

I just feel hopeless and sick