I keep being asked if my left eye has gotten any better, and I don’t know if people thought I was being dramatic when I was saying that it will never get better and was in a long active mourning period over it or what the fuck, but No.

I’m just going to have to sit and wait for medical science to maybe be able to fix it someday when I’m in my 50s or something, otherwise, It Will Never Get Better. I was not fucking exaggerating. I seem to be ‘better’ now because I’ve learned to compensate for an area in my vision that looks warped and torn and catches the light funny a lot, not because any of the randomly dealt damage to my retina has gone away.