I recently read a bunch of fanfic for something that I really like before getting to do work on my own and I hate that I did it and really regret it because now I don’t know which ideas are my own and I wish I had never done it. I was just so excited for Something or More about these people and it is the first time I spent actual time and effort reading fanfiction in like 15 years.

I never leave comments and very rarely leave kudos because I have a terrible fear and shame of people seeing what I have consumed, regardless of what the content is. Thanks, dad you’re a dick