Lady, why are you drawing pictures for fictional people’s birthdays on the internet when you could be doing any of the number of things that I think would be wiser for your situation

I’m glad you asked that, potentially real person asking that question on the outside instead of just the anxiety ridden one in my head!

It’s because I mostly don’t know what else to do! And so far I have been floating through 2022 on the gifts of people who have liked and purchased the stuff I put on the internet. Somewhat in my brain it makes sense to just shove myself in front of those people as often as possible with the nicest things that I can conjure at the moment, in hopes of being worth continued sustaining.