On the opposite end of connection seeking tendrils, I was worried earlier this week that I keep meeting new personalities on Discord that just annoy the fucking shit out of me and I was like Fuck, what if I’m a tremendous asshole like my dad after all? I want to punch all these people in the throat! :D

And then a friend reminded me I’m in chronic pain AND the subjects we are talking about have either VERY LARGE emotional investment for me or Zero, so no wonder I don’t have patience to steer around every variation of everyone else’s social weirdness in real time right now