I am in a spot very like when I first got my medication and could not handle any emotions, so the only videos I watch are like, casual doll reviews and ancient hairstyle recreations - stuff that is interesting with absolutely no stakes or conflict.

I keep trying to put a movie or something on in the background but I’m so exhausted even thinking about the inevitable 3rd act emotional swell that everything looks bad the way that sometimes all the food in your house looks bad.