Hey, it’s a GoFundMe, because I thought maybe people would appreciate the transparency of a goal ticker.
I am working on setting up a PayPal account that isn’t a business account and a Venmo that isn’t just aggressively my legal name. They have kind of the opposite problems as each other.
Anyway, it is this right now, and it would be cool if this was a thing you considered! I have tried really hard to do Everything. I don’t think I’m capable of taking on more commission type work right now. I am just juggling too much and I’m afraid I wouldn’t be able to handle it all properly. I found the notice on my door today after walking - at normal speed and without a cane or crawling - to and from my mailbox on the front of the house for the first time in literal months. To say this has been an intense whiplash of feeling is woefully inadequate!
Anyway, the details are inside the link. If you feel like helping an artist with a malfunctioning spine and the weirdest luck distribution in the universe, that would be extremely cool of you. If not, I understand! I can’t help anyone right now either! :D
I wish you all a strong spine. Good luck out there!
I remain the frustrating lazy disappointing child my mother doesn’t understand in her world, even when I pull things together like this. Even when it means that people care about me or like what I do.
Anyway, we are 2/3 of the way to just plugging the persistent leak in my sanity that is my landlord and keeping me in for the winter
I’m not rehabbed or therapized enough to be actively moving house at this second at all. I’m improving! A lot! But “hey i can walk to get the mail!” is different than loding a uhaul, you know?
I don’t need to explain any of this to you guys, you get it.
Thanks for your gentle response to what I hope is the last time I have to do this.
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