I don’t have an image that encapsulates All Of This

I think the people from yesterday are hesitant because of my need for physical therapy and the current disability situation in general, and I don’t even want to be there, really, I just

I don’t know how long this is going to go on am I allowed to look into like resources for disabled people to work? Am I disabled enough? because I feel like I can’t do anything that is being advertised. Remote jobs are only for people who are extremely high up senior manager leader specialist or people who want to listen to people on phones all day apparently

I can’t pick shit up I can’t walk around I’m frustrated that it’s like the only time people actually care that I can’t do things is when I can’t do labor and not that I can’t have any outside enjoyment.

You can’t do anything you enjoy in life but can you work? You’re not that disabled then, fuck you, you’re on your own.

The fuck am I then, just a husk that types and dies eventually?? It isn’t important that I be happy to be alive sometimes??? I can PAINT, is the world ever going to want that again?

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Anyway, whatever the emoji is for that. Imagine that’s what I posted.