I slept through my alarms for the first time I can remember

I spent close to 3 hours overnight with agonizing pain in my general abdomen zone and then was either so exhausted or so Not Anxious about sleeping too much that I actually slept through alarms.

I’m not going to work since I want throw up every time I stand up! But I think I’m going to ask my doctor about it. This used to happen frequently last summer, and now here we go again. It’s the third time this has happened to me since I started working here.

Part of me thinks it is kind of exciting that I could sleep through an alarm. I’m such an anxious wreck that I wake up at anything, like a nervous cat. So I was either super drained or super relaxed? It would be so cool to be that relaxed. My alarms are purposefully very gentle sounds, because otherwise I startle violently and my heart rate shoots through the ceiling and it takes ages to calm down. Maybe I’ll have to use a normal person alarm soon. What a concept.

Anyway, I feel like the human manifestation of vomit, hooray! 🙃

Definitely afraid to eat food! Hooray!