I had such an intense meta layers conversation with my friend Mab in my dream last night

It was another dream where I’m suddenly back with my ex and I’m dismayed about it and in this one Mab drove by and I saw her in a mirror and ran out to her car and was so happy to see her. In our conversation I was like, “I don’t want any of this! How did this happen?!”

She was like, ‘Can you undo it?’

And I said no, but I thought that the reason we could talk was so that we could both warn me in another timeline to concentrate on what I really want. She said, well, I am an hour away, so we can work on that anytime, and I told her, no, in the universe I am from, you’re in Estonia.

She was like oh shit, okay, you gotta get out, you have to warn yourself that this is the wrong universe.

And I STILL have no desire to be back with my ex? I’ve been having these dreams where I’m suddenly trapped with her again for the last decade and they’ve been something I despair over being stuck with every single time. I do not know what makes this dream theme keep coming up over and over