There’s a month long event going on for my favorite flavor of yugioh vrains right now also
I am trying to do all this while convincing my job to keep me for 8 hours a day haha
By this I mean that I’m working 8 hours a day in order to convince them not that I’m trying to convince them to let me work for 8 hours
Despite having been there since January I am still technically a temp and as such I’m not accruing any leave or getting any medical benefits which is just swell. My contract ends in the middle of June so just about a month from now and they have until that kind of vague time to decide whether I get to stay with them. I would like to do this because the people are very good and the proximity is very good and the pay is better than what I had at parole.
I also never have to answer a ringing phone which I’m really into like I’m so into that it’s unreal
Anyway it takes a lot out of me even though it isn’t actively destroying me like my last job was where I was just having constant nightmares and breakdowns and needed so much medication just to get through the day based on how much I loathed everything about being there from the building to most of the people in it
And on the being able to walk again front I am fucking killing it. Tinsnip and I CASUALLY BROWSED A TARGET and it was my first time in that store probably since before the pandemic. I got a little tight at the end and there was a bit of a snag at the self checkout but like
I used to crawl across the floor at the grocery store like I was escaping the primordial ooze so just “hey I’m getting a little uncomfortable we should get out of here and go to dinner soon” is fucking light years away in terms of quality of life and progress
All of this to say that if I suddenly get real nervous or really fucking freaked out come June, worrying about whether I will still have a job is why haha
But i uh, still really want to paint things so
That’s how all those things are barely related. 👍
